finding myself.

So here i am once again, not being able to sleep.

Everything is fantastic. At know point will i complain because i am living the life. I am happy and what more can you ask for than that. Nothing i don't think.

Darwin is lovely at the moment. I think i can just about say that "The Dry Season is here". For those who don't know much about the seasons, let me put it to you like this. Wet season consists of rain, humidity, cyclones, sweat, overflowing rivers and lakes, mosquitos, mould, bad hair days and so on. The DRY however consists of very little humidity, no mould, no Cylcones, having the ability to swim at the beach, sun, no rain,  Mindol Beach Markets, The Races, Deck Chair Cinemas, gigs, good hair days and being comfortable 24/7. How bloody good is that.  Basically as soon as everyone elses weather turns to shit, The Top End comes alive, and by that i mean, WE GET OUR PARTY ON!

I'm hitting up Adelaide on the 29th of this month for a few days and then flying back over to Port Lincoln. Realisticly, i can't wait. Not am i only looking forward to seeing everyone back in Adelaide but i'll be breaking the 6 whole weeks apart from seeing the lover. I'll be able to see that mother of mine, to spend time with some of my favourites... and probably freeze my ass off. Actually, i'm a little scared as to how cold i'm going to be for two weeks. It'll be a weird feeling thats 4 sure. The day i fly out to ADL will be exactly 3 months to the day that i've been up here for. In some ways it feels like i've been here that long, but in other way it's flown by. I guess sometimes you need to travel back to where you've come from to see that everything is still the same and that most people are still doing exactly the same thing as when you left. I'm a little scared of that. I guess it's just like a story someone told me once. They had travelled world and seen things that they never imagined in their dreams, but when they got back they felt like they couldn't talk about there experiences because it was almost like they felt bad because they had gone out there and done something for themselves. I don't want it to be like that and i feel bad  sometimes feeling like that. It isn't right. If you want something, put in the effort and do it.

Hopefully, for those of you that i know that are reading this, i'll see you in a few weeks. As for now, i'll be working everyday with the exception of two days off between now and the next two weeks, having a beer over dinner everynight, making the most of this gorgeous weather before i freeze down south, swimming and more than likely consuming way to many easter eggs.

Have a happy and safe easter and i'll see you all very soon !

Lots and lots of love

Maz xxx